#142. Beijing.

One word. Freezing. It got up to -10 degree Celcius almost everyday. Wore at least 4 layers that's why everyone look round and fat lol but still no enough. Luckily it's just 8 days or I would die. Wondering how to survive in the States. Don't ask me yet.

The cold and dry weather is kinda good though, in the sense that we don't sweat at all (actually don't need to shower but I still did lol) cuz my bangs doesn't stop getting oily though lol. Skin condition was damn good cuz my pimples dried up haha and I get healthy blush everyday. Nah show you my retarded and fat face lol it is totally a candid shot. Hideous bright pink coat haha I have loads other nicer colors now :D

Since Beijing is a city so there are not much sceneries to see. Mostly historical buildings like Forbidden City and Great Wall woooots hmmmm kinda boring but still not bad lah. Lots of stories to hear especially bout Dowager Ci Xi. And since my tour group is English speaking one then I hear China English everyday until gila edi lol. Food was not bad, but luckily didn't gain weight (I think).

Ermmmm everything was basically very good la everyone was very happy except the fact that the time for shopping was too short. :( winter clothings are super cheap. Mom made me buy 3 new winter coats to bring to US lol they actually just cost about RM100 each and damn pretty one. Didn't see many souvenir shops this time, even if there is one, the stuff were usually too ugly or too expensive so I didn't get to buy any :3

Got myself a pair of Nike kicks! Will try to Google a pic of it later but now I'll show a top view of it first lol actually nothing much can be seen la. Hmmmm it actually cost me almost 1k RMB. As much as I'm trying not to feel to0 guilty bout it, I'll convince myself not to buy any new shoes before going to US lol.

Okay lar don't really feel like blogging now edi. Still thinking whether to make new year resolutions cuz they are almost the same every year anyway. I'm such a failing shit.

#141. Where are you trouble maker.

Never had a dream that felt so real. Didn't wanna wake up. Not even a bit.

People appear in your dream because they miss you. Heard this trillion of times, but I doubt it.

Obviously it's the other way round, because I think of you too much.

Why must it be a fooking dream gotdammit.

I miss you like shit.

#140. To my bitch.

Thought I wouldn't feel any strong emotions about you leaving but guess I was wrong.
When you gave me a long goodbye hug the thought that I wouldn't see you in the next 5 months struck me, and I felt a sudden rush of tears (not literally hahahaha).

Never knew you were so important. I'm gonna miss you so much my gym buddy, my best friend.
Gonna feel weird not seeing you everyday and not getting your texts D; And you have always been there.
When I told you you're irreplaceable, I really mean it so believe it. Grrrr. <3

We only met bout half a year ago but I felt like I've known you since forever.
Awwww. Take care darling boy! <3

But I gotta admit that your departure is gonna leave 2 broken hearts D;

#139. Green dot.

The first thing I do everytime I sign in to Facebook is to see whether the green dot is there.

What a habit. I have a stong urge to click it once it lights up. But I always hesitate.

And when it's gone, I regret.

But it almost doesn't happen at all.

#138. Finals?

It always has to be the same. I thought I was prepared but I still ended up screwing up.
Hmmmm. Finals always kill me and my confidence D;

Had my first paper this morning. Only slept for 3 hours. Thought I could easily bag an A this time since I actually got 54+ for my coursework. But after 2 hours of struggle in the exam hall, I'm not sure anymore.

Foooook. Spoiled my mood to the max :*(
Scared already lor! Music still okay lar, but still got DE History and Microecons and all of the are hanging by the border line!

Every semester I've been trying so hard to pull up my CGPA but in the end, FAILLLLLLL!

And I hate to sleep now. Wait, let me rephrase, I love to sleep but I hate the feeling of having to wake up to this emptiness everytime. Like I've lost something which I don't know what :*( Hate it.

Okay better go study like shit now before I regret and die :/