#165. 14th.

14 号当然就会特别想你 :) 不知不觉已经半年了.

有人问我哪里可以喜欢那么久的 

你问我我又可以问谁哦 :)

存在电话里的那张照片删了几百次还是忍不住留下来 因为backup 在电脑所以一直 transfer 都没有问题 哈哈哈哈 IMYSM!!

#164. Easter Sunday.

Happy Easter! So guilty for not going to church. It's a day worth celebrating.

Anywhooo, 我会记得某人会在这里出现! 所以敏感问题还是用华文比较好 阿哈哈 :)

What I'm expecting this month:
i) Little backpack
ii) Birkenstock
iii) New wallet
iv) iPad 3 hiakhiakhiak!

(i) I can get it for free using my Roxy voucher :D
(ii) my b'day present for myself, saving up kachingssss!
(iii) depends on my mom's generosity :DDD Fossil one not bad! Come, buy me Fossil! Or more expensive one also I don't mind ngehehehehehehehe!
(iv) if she doesn't break her promise! BUT WHY HAVEN'T COME OUT IN MALAYSIA ONE :(

Cheh actually I'm not desperate for iPad lar! Just listing out just to remind myself that it's my birth month! Wooohoooo! Actually hor I don't really need it also. Do I?

#163. 옥탑방 왕세자.

Usually if you ask me what's my personal favorite Korean drama I could only give you a list cuz I can't make up my mind on which is the best.. But now, I can tell you. ROOFTOP PRINCE!

Hahaha seriously it's like the best one ever :)) not even one second of it is boring lor. Salute the director/script writer! The plot is super awesome hahaha about this prince time traveled to the future. I know 穿越时空 is common esp in HK dramas but this one damn interesting because there is someone in the future who looks exactly like him, something like his 转世/doppelganger. And there is a bitch in every drama as usual and the bitch in this is super bitchy walao wanna slap her kaokao but usually level of bitchiness of bitch = level of awesomeness of drama soooo yeah hahahahaha.

This drama makes me laugh harder than watching Running Man so you can imagine how funny it is hor. Haha.

Some more Micky Yoo Chun is the main actor leh! He was like my first k-pop bf ahahahaha ;) 

with Han Ji Min they make an awesome couple! Niceyyy!

Guys from 300 hundred years before come to the future hahahaha funny die.

And this little guy is super cutehhhhhhhhhh like seriously. Wooooooo.

Don't believe me? 

NAHHHH CUTE OR NOT CUTE OR NOT.

CUTE RIGHT.

He looks like Henryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy <3

OK LAH enough of spazzing hahaha. But seriously lor, am watching 3 or 4 other dramas at the same time but others don't make me ganjiong every week also! 

Erm except for Love Rain lah maybe. Cuz it involves love story of 2 generations and the parents' part just ended only. I think the kids' part will be super nice lah (I hope) but somehow I know it wouldn't change my perception that Rooftop Prince is the best drama everrrrrr hahahah kbye.

#162. Thunder.

Can't tell whether it's because of the thunderstorm, or is it because of too many LA questions in my head. Or is it even because of the caramel frap. But caramel doesn't contain caffeine, does it? Or is there any coffee mixed in it too? Anyway, the point is, I'm wide awake at 4 o' clock in the morning.

Seriously need to readjust my biological clock but it seems to be impossible for now, since all my classes are after 12pm after all the lab sessions are over. =/


Or is it because of you. I tell everyone I'm over you, well everyone, except M. Gave him the impression that I'm still madly in love with you. But I guess what I used as an excuse to reject him is actually true. I am not over you :( Don't know what's so great in you that it's so hard to let go.

Truth is, you don't even care about me. Why bother liking someone who doesn't like me back. But you see, there is always such a cycle. A likes you, you like B, B likes someone else.

Out of sight, out of mind? I hope it works. When I don't see you after sem break starts, maybe you will be gone from my heart forever. :)

When can I ever have the courage to delete and destroy our only pic together?



BTW, Thunder is such a cute name. For cute people like Thunder. x) WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

#161. R.I.P

感觉我在这几年里面失去了很多亲人 :(

Imagine you're old and lonely after losing your partner for not even a year, one day your kids come in a crowd and tell you you've lost a son. Can you imagine the shock? Mom told me my grandma cried non-stop until she almost passed out. Don't know whether I should feel relieved to avoid such a situation, because I know I would definitely cry a river if I were there. But at the same time, I wanna be there so badly for my grandma. :(

The funeral is tomorrow. They say the kids who are having test this week don't need to attend so they don't want me and a few other cousins to go back. But I feel guilty. That is my uncle, you know. We share the same blood eventhough he's from my mother's side. :(

I only meet him about once or twice every year but there is no awkwardness in between. I was mad at him a few times because he told me I'm fat :( if I could choose again I would laugh with him about it. How much time have I lost on being angry and ignoring him :( Now, I would never see him again.

I have imagined my grandparents dying, but definitely not my uncles and aunties. It is still a huge blow to me, for one second I chose to believe that it was an April Fool's prank. Who would have expected somebody so young to leave the world so early? He was definitely my mother's favorite brother. And my late grandpa's closest son. He was also the son who cares most about my grandma, and the family.

白头人送黑头人. We see this so much in movies and dramas, and now it's happening in my family. Can you even imagine such pain? I just hope that my grandma will be able to stay strong and get through this. Seriously, every other Lee siblings should. Losing 2 loved ones in such a short interval of time is hurtful. Damn. I don't want anything bad to happen to any one of them too :(

AH DI KAOFU. REST IN PEACE. May Buddha(?) be with you. You will not be forgotten.

p/s: I don't even have a pic to remember him with. :( R.I.P