#79. TVXQ? before and after.

very tvxq music. yunho looks different, older and tinier and less muscular :/ changmin has gotten longer than ever, more mature, and even raps now. they look.. sad. and sick. from my pov. seriously very incomplete, and a lil disappointing. 2 people only, what do you expect? but im positive that they'll still rock ballads, and i cant wait :)



different style, different market. no problem for yoochun, but junsu and jaejoong should work on their pronunciation first :/ but they're kinda happier this way? i get this conclusion from their tweets. at least they look.. healthier. seriously.



of course, nothing can beat the 5 of them together. being a fan of around 6 years, i would rate the old TVXQ! a ten, JYJ an eight and the new TVXQ! a seven. sad. very sad. anyway, i still support :)

screw SM! go JYP!

... i blog too much today. or maybe, i kpop too much today.

#78. Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul.

heard this song on we got married, loved it instantly and realized i had it in my computer all the while, and found a live performance of it =D

this is the first time hearing nichkhun's REAL voice. because he's been rapping in all the other 2PM hits and and. hahahaha super cute lo his voice! and do all the foreigners sound the same? because nichkhun sounds exactly like hangeng lo. maybe because of the pronunciation la. hen gui si cute homgg :))

on we got married nichkhun and jokwon re-recorded this song as a christmas present for victoria and gain. super sweet can! i have a feeling that nichkhun and victoria are real couples. jokwon-gain and yonghwa-seohyun also like. memang onscreen couples only. but khuntoria are different! im sure they have feelings for each other wan lo. nichkhun is the sweetest boyfriend ever arghhh! super super like. haha victoria if you dont want nichkhun please gimme =DDD

btw, chansung is the worst rapper ever. sorry :) did you rap just to replace taec or something? okay i shall check the ori audio later hee. btw you rocked joo's mv. please be in a drama i'll watch your acting 99 :)))

#77. The second semester.

packing. back to the jungle tomorrow! as im typing this simba told me he finally confessed to his dad bout his results but didnt get scolded. sometimes honesty owns all? like my mom, she always knows when im upset/hiding something cuz according to her, theres this connection. okay it makes sense also la -.- then when im honest bout it she'll be very happy and in contrast if she finds out herself she'll be. furious.

speaking of mom. she always has these words of wisdom which make me go wahhh! like wahhh my mom really had life experiences and she always says it at the right time eg. when im having some dilemma or something. so just now i was chilling with her in the car (trying to make it sound cool lol wtf i hang out with my mom everyday now) and she suddenly told me.

(if i translate it sounds weird so in chinese it shall be) 有时候你不要看到路难走就不敢走 有时候人大胆一点会比较好 最重要对自己有信心 还有记得路走完会得到什么. then i was like WAHHHH. seriously i was speechless for a moment or two. maybe it sounds normal to other ppl but then i was like, super inspired. hahaha. some more you can apply this to everything you do wan lo.

note to self before new semester starts:
no more slacking! revise everything taught on the same day! no more sleeping after 1am! go swimming/tennis/jogging as frequent as possible! less money spent on food! eat less! no karaoke on weekdays (this one still considering XDXDXD) spend weekends wisely! increase CGPA! prioritize both tests and finals! go to church as frequent as possible! others to be added (if any)

off for pps session! lets watch some khuntoria babeh. yummmms.

#76. Boyfriend?

mom asked: why havent you found a boyfriend?
i dont know how to answer :)
chill mom, chill.

out of expectations 的事情发展 让我忍不住 得意忘形.
有些事 就是应该 收在心里 为什么 总是学不会.
the saying goes, 努力就会有成果.
以前 就是坚信 right person, wrong timing 才不知不觉 撑了那么多年.
现在 真的很想争取 可是 才刚开始想努力 就觉得前面的路 很难走.
半天吊 呼吸更困难.
至少 现在 已经学到 不会把 emo show 完出来.
我不敢 渴望. 像一路来那样 静静从背后看着可以吗?

everythings gonna be okay.

#75. What did we do in JB/SG?

1. crashed at ferng's crib/condo.

2. went to the lamest board games cafe ever with very gao siu waitresses *name censored*

3. went to kukup, superrrr nice place.

4. went to sutera mall, city square and.. jusco bukit indah?

5. tasted the best lok lok ever with awesome side dishes wooohooo and also our most expensive dinner.

6. celebrated tze yow and callie's birthday.

7. spend new years day at ferngs condo (old people style =D)

8. went to bugis in singapore, which turned out to be super malaysian (potong steam D:)

9. took lots of pics to refresh memory.

and.

10. bonded with each other :)

what did i leave out? im sure theres more. but. it had been an awesome week. really awesome one.cant wait to have more vacations like this before jjwong flies to the faraway land! i appreciate how much you guys rock my life! (i sound like old people again) anyway.

2011 is gonna be awesome. i rmb ranting how much 2009 sucked but 2010 was pretty bad too so. 2011 must be good. a big must. happy new year people!


what did i do in jb?
i confessed my feelings to the boy i really like.