#68.

differences between LDPE and HDPE. differences between RNA and DNA. differences between starch and cellulose. think im speaking alien language? studying for chemistry now. and i pretty much already know everything but i dont know. i feel empty. i dont want to study. of all the hours of the day. im feeling stupid again. where did the passion go? i freaking need to score 80 in finals to get an A. sir said he had faith in me, but i dont know. damn. whats wrong with me? i cant afford to lose that A. i NEED it to pull my freaking CGPA up. remember my 3.5. damn you. focus! angry birds is so tempting. but im resisting. i have bout 3 and 4 new drama series in my computer. and im resisting. BUT. what the hell am i doing here? please tell me, im not a useless piece of junk. haish.

*pause for phone call with mom*

should've hidden the status frm my mom last night. now she's all paranoid bout the african dude she keep saying dont go out at night always find a guy to accompany you! lol okay mom. if im really scared bout something i need someone like quan here. but no one's here is like him lol. so i guess im slowly getting independent here. lol. okay maybe only sometimes.

it feels nice to be active on blogger again.