#104. Faith.

service at acts church was awesome today. apparently they dont have a church in nilai yet so the weekly service is held at one of the ballrooms at empress hotel. kinda cool actually. the pastor's name was.. sandra chin? i rmb her from revo kuantan 2009 i think. she was so funny. totally enjoyed the preaching. apart from the fact that it was freaking cold in there but samuel was there taking care of me (kind of, he kept asking whether im alright and tried to cover my arms with the goodie bags we got there hahaha such a gentleman but with a cute girlfriend for years thats too bad).

still dont like the idea of the praying in tongue and also the healing thingy at acts-based churches though. but one good thing is, they emphasize a lot of being semangat at both singing and preaching. they shout and scream and cheer a lot. of course it brings up the atmosphere unlike the normal ones we go to. (no mentioning bout holy spirit, just focus on the greatness of God just that). dunno how to explain la actually. i think both kind of churches are good in their own ways. still undecided whether wanna go back to acts church again next weekend. the bad thing is that they end around almost 2pm. gila.

so today we were preached bout the light. bout how God provides us with light (not sunlight) to bring away the darkness around us. which means evil la. and it totally struck me lo. bout how we shudnt talk bad bout others and how sinful it is. which reminds me of her. its not that i still tak insaf-ly talk bout her but it kinda made me realized how bad it was. and i should always ask for His help whenever im in deep shit or committing some sins (lol i dunno how to put it in words) and God is always looking after you. and this totally happened to me today!! the internet went down when i really needed to study and there. i did. although not much. but at least i studied with all my study aura gone this weekend. lol i guess today im really lost of words but never mind la understand then can already.

dont sin anymore la. and pastor sandra talked bout how she lied to her mother bout going out with her friends but actually went out with a boy and ended up getting caught. hahahah! okay la. if this happens to me i'll try to tell my mom honestly. not like i already have a boyfriend now but. that doesnt mean i'll be single forever hahahah what am i talking bout -.-

just remember to always walk with God and i believe He'll always show you THE LIGHT so you will not be blinded by the evil aura around you. wooots. finally get the feel back :)) God is good and so are you!

9 more days. but im not looking forward to it. i mean. just neutral feelings la. its just a birthday afterall? its not that i can just get anything i want. hahaha. should be worrying more bout finals wei. C: good results and thats what i really want for my 19th birthday.